I've struggled with bad skin for as long as I can remember. There hasn't been a day in my life that I haven't had a breakout since age 14. Juicing made my skin clearer and healthier than its been in years, but since transitioning back into regular eating patterns, I'm starting to flare up again. Ugh! Not to mention I sweat for a living, so it's really hard to keep clear.
Anyway, my skin has been through the ringer. I've been on countless skin medications...including Accutane, which I have been on 3 TIMES! Do you know what accutane is? Well, just google Accutane side effects or Accutane sucides or Accutane lawsuits and you'll get a clear picture of just how toxic this medication is. I can't believe a Dr would let me take it on 3 different occassions. You are ordered to take birth control on it because if you get pregnant, it will deform your baby. For Pete Sake, every time I popped a pill through the carton, it had THIS image on it! Did it ever occur to me...this canNOT be good for you.
Well, it did occur to me, but the last 2 years, I've been so depressed about my skin that I actually considered begging the DR for a fourth round. Instead I opted for a low dose antibiotic and a couple different topical cremes. Did these things work? Sure. A little. They mostly kept things "under control" but no miracles where happening.
When I did my cleanse, I quit my medications. ALL TOXINS OUT!!! I declared. Not just "some"...ALLLLLL. I was terrified an explosion on my back and face would occur but my skin actually cleared up and softened and toned better than ever!
If you want to see all of my before and afters including my back...click the link below.
Anyway, since I have been off the intense juicing and have given myself more food freedoms, I am beginning to notice some flare ups. Clearly my body is unhappy about something I'm putting in it. Honestly, I think it's Chicken. I'll save that theory for another day.
I had a follow up with the dermatologist today. They were very impressed with my progress. When I told them my skin was clear because of nutrition, they of course gave me a condescending "that's nice" kind of look and then recommended I go back on the meds.
I asked for 3 months med free. I requested they not even fill a prescription so that I could avoid the temptation. See, here's the deal. I have NEVER committed to a natural skin care program for more than 6 weeks or so because I ALWAYS break out. I feel ashamed and embarrassed and go back to the heavy duty stuff. As a result my skin stays on a roller coaster ride. It is SOOOO confused. Right now, I am blotchy and oily and itchy. I'm scared. I feel like acne makes me look like a failure as a "CLEAN" person. I promote toxic free living, but until 6 weeks ago, I was putting toxins on my skin.
SO, here I am at that 6 week mark. My skin is on the verge of freaking out and so am I.
However, I am taking a stand!! I know that what is going on with my skin is a cry for help. It has relied on meds and topicals on and off for almost 20 yrs. It's GOING to be confused. It may break out and freak out, but I am going to learn how to nurture it on the outside the way I do on the inside. My goal is to find balance no matter how long it takes.
I looked at the ingredients and warning labels on my topical cremes from the dermatologist. The ingredients are SCARY and the warning labels describe the cancerous cell growth that occurred during animal testing.
OK!!! YIKES!!!! I SURRENDER!!!
Our skin is one of the major detox organs. I will disrupt any homeostasis by putting this stuff on my skin. Not to mention, I am dumping cancerous chemicals into my body all for the sake of an insecurity. NOT worth it. I'm over it.
But as we all know, it's hard to create change without a practical tangible solution, so after much investigation, here's what I've decided to do for MY skin. It was recommended to be by a friend and seems to be the most sensible solution to my specific issue. I hope to begin making all of my health and beauty products from scratch. Any recipes you guys have...Let me know!
for more on this method, click on the link above and it'll take you there.
Your Personal Oil Blend
The starting point for creating your own, personalized skin cleansing oil blend is knowing your general skin type. Those with dry skin will want less Castor Oil. Those with oily skin will want to blend in more. Finding your perfect combination of oils will probably take a little bit of trial and error, so start with very small batches. Once you know what your ratio of oils looks like, you'll be able to blend much more at a time for convenience.
Some suggestions in creating your blend of deep cleansing oil:
- Oily Skin: Try a blend of 30% Castor Oil to 70% Sunflower Seed Oil.
- Balanced Skin: Try a blend of 20% Castor Oil to 80% Sunflower Seed Oil.
- Dry Skin: Try a blend of 10% Castor Oil to 90% Sunflower Seed Oil.
You can vary these percentages to match your own skins needs. If your skin feels too dry, you'll need to use less Castor Oil and replace it with more Sunflower Seed Oil. Keep in mind that Castor Oil is the drawing, cleansing, and purging oil for your pores. The Sunflower Seed Oil is to dilute the Castor Oil in viscosity (thickness) and additionally provide moisture, nutrients, and other benefits. My own, personal blend, for my sometimes oily, sometimes dry, frequently flakey, and easily irritated skin is about 25% Castor Oil to 75% Sunflower Seed Oil. I mix and store my mixture in a clean four-ounce flip-top bottle for convenience. When you go to replenish your oil blend, I suggest cleaning your bottle thoroughly with dish soap or the dishwasher. Better yet, if you can replace the bottle, this is ideal. We want to be extremely cautious in introducing bacteria to the bottle.
The Oil Cleansing Method
First and foremost, this is typically done in the evening, prior to bed. There should be no need for deep cleansing in the morning if you're waking up with skin cleansed the night before. In the morning, a quick wipe with a warm washcloth should suffice. We don't want to overcleanse our skin as this will serve only to irritate and cause more oil production. The objective of using this method is to deep clean while balancing our skins oil production at the same time.
- You'll need a soft washcloth, your oil blend, and hot, running water.
- Pour a generous puddle of oil into the palm of your hand. Roughly, the size of a quarter, but more is acceptable. Rub your hands together to warm the oil and smooth over your face.
- Begin massaging the oil into your face. This will remove makeup, dirt, and other impurities, so there is no need to use a makeup remover or wash your face prior to the massage. I've found that this removes even my stubborn waterproof mascara and concealor.
- Using slow, firm motions across the skin, massage the oil deeply into your pores. Take your time and focus on your problem areas. You want the oil to work into your pores so that blackheads and the like can be dissolved and steamed away.
- As you're massaging, let your mind drift off to something calming and breathe deeply. Take this time to relax and release some of the stress that your body is harboring. Sit down, breathe deeply, and take your time. Give the oil enough time to work on dissolving the impurities in your pores and give yourself enough time to unwind. Picture what your face would look like if it were completely clear and free from blemishes. Focus on that image and know that it is attainable. Trust that it is attainable. Accept that it is attainable. You can have clear skin, free of blemishes and you will have clear skin, free of blemishes. Focus on perfect skin and breathe deeply.
- Once you're satisfied that your pores are saturated and you're feeling calm, pick up your washcloth and soak it in clean, steamy water. We want the water to be warm enough to open your pores and remove the oil. Cool water will not open your pores, nor will it remove the oil efficiently. We're not scalding our skin, we're steaming to coax our pores to release the oil carrying the impurities. We're essentially steaming our skin as an esthetician would, but without the luxury of a steam machine.
- Hold the washcloth to cover your face. Allow it to stay until it cools. You will feel your pores releasing the impurities. Wipe the oil gently away and rinse the washcloth well in hot, running water. Hold the washcloth to your face again, allowing it to cool. Wipe gently, rinse well, and repeat two or three more times. Avoid any temptation to scrub, as you'll find it's completely unnecessary and your skin will be soft, smooth, and free of flakes without the additional manual exfoliation and irritation that will result. Impurities, dead skin cells, and bacteria will be gently swept away.
- Have no fear of the oil, as the steamy washcloth will remove it. The Castor Oil, though it is an oil, will help with the removal of the other oils, as well. It is our main cleansing oil and is easily removed with warm water.
- If your skin feels tight, take a tiny drop of your oil blend, rub it between your clean, damp palms and pat it onto your damp skin. Gently massage any oil residue into your skin so there is no film of oil left sitting on the surface. Your skin should now glow!